Just some more to ponder. Here is a text conversation we had Thursday morning.
W: I guess it's best we don't actually speak right now. But I think we should if we're going to the mediator tomorrow morning. I have to work at 2:30 today. Do you want me to call im?
Me: I have a counseling appt. downtown at noon so if you want to talk you can come to the appt. with me or we can meet for lunch after that. No need for you to call in.
W: I'm with D3 right now. Do you think we can talk after I get off work?
Me: Yeah we can do that. Hope you guys are having a fun day.
W: Just trying my hardest not to break down in front of her and act as normal as possible. Can you pay the mediator tomorrow and I pay you Monday when I get paid?
Me: Yes, that'll be fine.
W: I have to ask but you obviously don't have to answer. Have you sought the companionship of another woman?
Me: No. I know I could but honestly that's just not where I'm at right now. You don't have to answer this either but how is your love life right now?
W: My love life is nothing without you. As much as I want to tell myself I don't love you, a huge part of me does and always will. Too much has been said and too much hurt caused for me to go back on anything now.
Me: It's never too late. Words are just words and hurt can be healed.
W: I'm just not ready for that. Everything is just so fresh.
Needless to say....I was a little confused by the conversation but think I held it together pretty well.
