Thanks for writing. I was feeling pretty down today also. I tell myself that things will start getting better, but lately I really haven't been feeling any better. For me, it's like the pain is so deep inside of me, like it's wandering around a foggy maze, ever evolving, but always there.
But we have no choice but to endure it. It's a wonder that I just haven't started getting bored with being so sad and lonely. I fake my GAL and PMA, so I would think that eventually after so many days of faking it that the power of mind would prevail over matter!
I always feel better after reading your post and the posts of other women whose husbands have left them. We chicks need to stick together through this! We will all get through this one step at a time!
Take care and stay true to yourself.
Me 40 WAH 43 T 4 years M 9 1/2 months stepson 9 H left 3 1/2 weeks ago No D filed
