When I was getting ready to go out tonight, I noticed that the divorce petition packet was gone. My H must have taken it the last time he was over here. A month before we separated, he had copied them from the website and had threatened to file when we had arguments. I assumed he wasn't going to file because he said he just wanted lots of space right now during this separation. I did call the courthouse after he left for LA and was told that no D petition had been filed by him. Now I'm worried sick that he's going to file after he gets back from LA since he took the packet with him the last time he was here.
I hate the situation I'm in-being in limbo!!! I just don't understand my H's behavior. I thought he loved me! I love him more and am in love with him. The day before the bomb, we were actually intimate. (He was such an incredible lover) I know we had our issues and he had been unhappy for awhile, but to leave me the following night just because I said I hate him while I was drunk and getting sick? I really don't recall telling him I hate him, and I apologized. I'm a lightweight, I rarely have too much to drink!
It's just not fair. All I ever wanted was to be happily married and have a child. I've already been divorced. I don't want to go through that again!!!
Me 40 WAH 43 T 4 years M 9 1/2 months stepson 9 H left 3 1/2 weeks ago No D filed
