i always start to feel down at night, especially with the weekend.

i took my son out for dinner and to the mall, havent gone in a while and he has a good time, especially going to the candy store.

didnt hear from h, usually do, he is like clockwork.

im wondering if he came by the house instead of calling and just saw we werent home.

oh well, if he did, it looked good that we werent home.

im doing ok for the most part, but i miss him.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09