i did thank him when he brought it, he knew i was surprised.

we are on very good terms, our daily interactions are fine, truthfully i go above and beyong what someone else in my shoes would do.

when he showed up this morning out of no where (and scared me half to death), the first thing i did was thank him for bring the certificate and offered him a cup of coffee.

he is in a crisis right now that only he can figure himself out of.

i have done absolutely everything i can, i have stood by him and continue to do so.

i have pulled back, just enough to not pursue, yet im still being cutesy and being me.

i do not mention ow, or the fact that he made it sound like we are finished for good (nothing ever came of that).


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09