(((Mishka))) Thank you for always supporting me, it means a lot!
You are right that he has whatever power I choose to give him. However this wishy washy arrangement thing annoys me so much. The thing is, it gets better for a while and then comes back again. I can't identify if I do anything wrong therefore I come to the conclusion it isn't me, it is him therefore I can only control my reactions. I think this may be my chance to show him that if he treats me respectfully he is rewarded with my attention if not, it is withdrawn, hence not texting back.
I would love to see the look on his face if I suggested that - the thing is he probably would pay for removals people because of his guilt. That isn't what I want, I want him to be a man and step up. I'm going to ask around, I'm sure I can get a few people if I need to.
I will post pics, my sister is lending me a fabulous outfit which I am excited about wearing!
