travel...
Gosh, it is soooooooo funny how sometimes I don't even need to write my own feelings out because I come on here and someone has already done it for me. This is the case here...I TOTALLY feel you on this. I fell exactly the same way. The ups and downs...the positive /negative...and right on down to the wishing we could just get to a place where we appreciate the prescious time life has to offer.
For what it is worth...it helps to know that I am not alone. And you are not either.
I guess we cannot go up if we do not go down sometimes too. Ahh, the rollercoaster. For the last few days I have chosen not to get on...today I was pulled onto it and am trying to get off again. I believe we have a choice and we just need to be conscious of it...
Take care and thanks for journaling!!!