Trying to detach from the madness!

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I really don't think exh has the capactity to think of anyone but himself. He takes every single chance to flirt endlessly with many women. I really absolutely hate that he is the father of my child. I would have taken anyone else at this point.

He sent me a text yesterday afternoon asking what my schedule is like today? UMMMMM.....its my daughters high school graduation! Seriously, where is his head? He knows that. I said I had a busy day, but what time was he thinking about? He slammed back that he hadn't seen baby in almost a week and he is sick of it! Well, make your visits jerk! I said I had a busy morning but the best time for me was late morning before baby's nap. After that I will be gone. Never heard again until 11 last night telling me to give baby a kiss for him. Like she is up at 11!

His mother, who is staying with him, left me a long winded message last night as well. How at sd's graduation she came to find me by the door and I was gone. That she was disappointed as she wanted to take pictures with baby. She also EXPECTED us there on Saturday for the wedding. I am sure exh is boo-hooing all over the place.

Yesterday was full of stuff! Must be my strange day too VD!

So I was picking my son up from his friends house. Sitting outside and waiting for him, gazing out my window...I see married womans minivan across the street! It was hers as she had the same 2 carseats inside and the same stupid sticker on the back. OMG! I saw what looked like her husbands car in the garage as well. How sick! There was a slide outside, tricycles, a kiddie pool and little kid toys. This woman has really small children. I stared at this house thinking she is playing happy family and sleeping with my exh on the side. It was a very sick feeling. Another innocent family blown to bits.