Let me know how the book is. Has your husband made a decision whether or not to S yet? My husband is "deciding" this weekend. It is so hard to live under the threats. I'm supposed to be cheerful, perfect- all the while he's a jerk and threatening me!
It doesn't help matters that 2 of my children have been really acting out. My S 10 seems depressed about school, friends, sports and is crying a lot. My H doesn't consider the impact his leaving would have on our son. It's just all his selfishness, makes me want to scream!!
Hang in there, I certainly am trying!!
Me 39 H 42 M 11, T 12 S 10,6 D 3 EA 2007 separated in same home since 3/10/09