Looking for some ideas/insight - please help.

[Sugar and Spice]

X67, are you ok? What Bluerain has to say is right on. You didn't choose this and its not your mistake, but you do have the choice whether or not you can deal with it or not. You get one life and if you try and live it for others or their approval, it will only pass you by. You are the only one that knows what you want and are willing to do. If you want to try and save your M, then we are here to support you in your efforts. If you feel you can't then we are here to support you through that as well.

I sympathize with all the feelings you are having right now, I really do. The best thing you can do is start taking care of yourself right now and later sit down and think about this. Its ok to be scared and apprehensive, but don't let it take over.

I was worried and wanted to check in.