I think Ali, you I need to learn the same thing. We can't read something personal into every action, every word. If we continue this way, we are going to end up in the nut house all alone!! LOL Step back...would you want him analyzing everything you did and taking it as a possible bad sign? Of course not.

Maybe you should do 5 set ups or push-ups or something similar every time you have one of those thoughts. That will put an end to those bad thoughts huh!

One step at a time. Hugs, kat

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