The ups and downs are natural. That's why they call this a rollercoaster. For every good reaction, you'll see there will be two negative ones. It's all part of the process. Just keep concentrating on the positive.
You can do it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.