I want to re-unite my family. I want my W back. I understand that it takes patience, faith, courage etc. It takes following the DB steps, and I'm trying, but I'm very discouraged right now.
I felt like things were slowly moving in the right direction, but they weren't. It was an illusion I created. We were getting along better. She admitted that, but she's not slowing down the divorce or having anything that resembles a second thought.
We all get this way from time to time.
It's was an expectation, good ones and bad ones will bring you down.
She may not be showing any remose in front of you, but it's there.
What do people do when they feel guilty?
They Lash out or thrash you as you put it in your previous post. They come up with things big or small to justify to themselves that what they are doing is OK.
