he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

all i do is build him up.

we were once upper class wealthy people at the age of 25, he hit a crisis and we plummeted.


then we chose to open a business, because of the faith i had in him and his abilities, wanting us to start fresh.

i stood by him, helped him to tackle his debt, all while we planned a store.

he left a great job to do it and now the store isnt doing wel.

so yes, im sure he feels like he cant provide.

at the same time, he does nothing to redeem himself or talk rationally about any of it.

to me, the store still has potential, and i tell him all the time how i still believe in him and his ability to make it a succcess. but he is washing his hands of it rather than doing things to improve it.

i try my best to handle things, when i was never the one handling the finances.

i cant leave financial things to him anymore, he barely looks at the mail.

because he is overwelmed by it, yes, but it still needs to be looked at.

we are on good terms, we do not fight, he gives me just enough to keep me still interested in him.

i just spoke to him a few minutes ago which always sets me back because we are on good terms and then i miss him.

im still trying to keep him from shutting the store, but there is only so much i can do.

unless someone wants help or advice, they dont accept help or advice.