he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

thats the funny thing - any guy would love to date me and bring me home to his parents.

i know this. yet i still hang on to my husband, who was once so proud to be my husband (and between me and you, i think he still is).

its so extremely sad to see how he has screwed up, has become the complete opposite of himself.

i do like my current plan of action, and still hold out hope we can reconcile.

but in the meantime, im sticking to my focus.

remind me later when im sad again...