and guess what? i have to bring him to reality today and go over more of our financial mess.
if today doesnt make him hitchhike his way to fantasy land, i dont know what will!
it is still so hard for me to grasp how he was so financially stable, so financially responsible, how he could fall apart the way he has. its incredible.
i have plenty to go over with him today.
the truth is, and i see it and know it, i would be better off with him, he is a liability to me. and will be to the ow.
if i could only get myself to accept and proceed accepting it, wihtout waivering, i would be much better off.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09