Thanks future! I know, I was talking to my best friend tonight and we discussed that. That it is ok to get some...for a time, then it is like you have to set the boundary and cut it off. She just assured me that the process is just that, a process. And she promised to bang me over the head with a big 2x4 if I am still in the same place as time goes on.
As for you, patience is so important. I think the ML actually complicates things for me a little (although I am happy about it, no regrets) just in that I am not sure how to go to the next phase of DBing. But I was back on it today...no contact. H called and I didn't answer...a couple hours later I texted to and said simlpy "you called? what's up?" And he just got back to me saying that he called to see if he could take my car to get new tires and the oil changed and that I could drive his truck for a couple days. Hmm? I don't know...feels like positive stuff, but I am not getting my hopes up! WALKING VERY CAUTIOUSLY HERE!!!!!! Still praying and reading DB!!!!