"I am unable to say I'm done....I am not able to say I could get past this. I can't control her and right now that is the hardest thing I am dealing with...allowing her to make her own mistakes...and that is exactly what got me where I am now...me wanting to be in control."
Choices are hard. The fact remains that we make them for us. We never know what our choices will make us "swallow". Sometimes it is really hard going down.
Without getting into a long drawn out me picking apart your last few posts...
Why where you drifting?
I ask that question simply because you have said you "slacked" off.
To me your choice is clear.
You stand up and put on your happy face.
or
You tell her to "GTFO."
If ever you wanted things to be clear.. now is the time.
And the silly part is.. it is your choice. You are the leader now.
Think about where you are going. Make sure that you know all the pitfalls.
What are you ready to do?
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
