Bill Yes..still reeling and seems to be getting worse.
Like I said when the post started...her words. I expected the "cheaters lie"...I know.
Trying to get there. Remember, you have also told many times, I know her better than any one here on the board.
No excuses for her....no burying my head...I get it..I know what she has done. I know I can't trust or believe her any more.
Right now, there is no anger, only hurt. Right now, I still want to believe that there have been no others, and that the awakening will come before it's too late.
I also know that's just a fantasy, and the time has come for me to move on emotionally.
Bill, you have listened to my words and thoughts about her for over a year now. That woman is still in there somewhere.
That woman I still love.
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"I just don't know what I am going to do."
I know exactly what I'm going to do, but I can tell you are already upset and hurt and I don't want to make it any worse by telling you all the thoughts that I've been rolling around in my mind for the past several months. The truth is that she knows exactly what she's going to do, which is exactly why she would not give you a guarantee that nothing physical would happen between her and the moron. Again, this is nothing more that deflection to get you off her case.
