LOL! Is that a good or bad thing? Trust me - I spent months in a state of shock and many months after that nothing short of a true mess. But I matter and I know that now. I matter to ME. If you could see me IRL you would probably laugh because I weigh about 105 pounds and I am barely 5 foot 3 and pretty soft spoken.
I had to be tough - for me, my illness, my present and my future. But without my dr.'s, counselors, family, friends and my own sheer will I still would be rocking in the corner in a fetal position
