Have you ever been to a redneck Nascar race Trapt? They are so fun. You sit around and drink all day and then go watch the cars go round and round. LOL!!!
Well I just got a nice email this time, but she did say that I am still avoiding her.
She also told me her good friends husband is in the hospital not doing to well. Her great aunt passed away too. She said it's been a really rough couple of weeks.
Emails like that tend to make me feel guilty for some reason. You know, they bring it upon themselves but don't you find it hard to read those and feel as if they are trying to reach out to you?
Unfortunately YOU are right smack in the middle of all this too. No matter what you say or do she is and will be a part of your life forever because of the kids.
Quote:
Everyone says this takes so long. That's the biggest understatement.
I guess that is why they say we need patience. If things work out then it is worth the wait. If not, you can at least say you tried.
Quote:
At this point reconcilliation is a very distant second. I just hate to see her like this, and I hate even worse that the kids have to.
All you can do is be there for the kids. They need you more than ever right now. Which I know you already know that.
