I always wonder if I am ever really going to be able to detach enough where H is concerned. I know I should just ignore him when he is like this but I also feel when you are piecing that it is harder than it seems because you are trying to engage more in the R. Do you know what im'e trying to say here. Not good at expressing what i am thinking and at this point just plain exausted i think from H's drama day in and day out.
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
