I thougth I wouldn't post anymore, but..............
Day 1 of a new life.
Who says life doensn't have a reset button? Other than hungover, I feel great. With this all being over I feel relieved, unburdened, just great. As that started to hit me driving in this morning, I caught myself starting to tear up, but it was in happiness this time and felt good.
All of the pain and turmoil now belongs to XW, it has no place in my life now, I did my time and tried and waited and endured. As said, she will forever live the rest of her life in "what if".
The way she stood there in front of the judge emotionless says that won't be for some time, but I know that day will come, but, guess what, I'm not letting life pass me by anymore.
I discussed my plans of moving back into town with my attorney so that I can be back where I want to be and also so that one of us lives in the county of record. He said that it's a great idea. He really pulled through yesterday morning, I almost fainted several times lol.
Anyway, don't be sorry MsMelancoly, and thanks for your kind words. it is what it is, and XW got what she wanted, no more and actualy some less. Kind of surprised I didn't hear from her at all last night, but at the same time very glad I didn't.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11