Journalling....

I am excited to start today. I will be meeting my collegues for the first time today. Its exciting and scary all at the same time.

It was nice to hear from you Kenn and I hope that starting a new social circle will help with my GAL and self improvement!

Today's goals:

1. Not to obsess about my H. Wait for H to make the next move.
2. Get a manicure/pedicure
3. unpack my last 4 boxes
4. decide if I need to rent a storage unit
5. Buy a slim black belt for the dress I am wearing tonight
6. Read 10 pages of career oriented material
7. Start the Harry Potter book 7 (which I am the only one on earth who hasn't read it)
8. Enjoy myself tonight at dinner
9. Start looking for a bed/mattress

Ok.......that is enough for today. I think today will go by fast and I can feel this momentum in me these past couple of days. Its nice to see the real me! The me that is motivated, driven, proactive, secure, and not living & making decisions out of fear. God I have missed this me!

Hopefully I will have more days like this than down days. That is the eventual goal! I have an exam coming up on the 23rd and so really need to start reading for that as well.....AHHH! I feel like I just went from a negative amount of things to do ........to a million all at once. I am just shoving things in drawers in their designated areas for now....I will used the next week or so to sit and organize each drawer or area. I just want everything in its place.

Here's to a fabulous day!


Me: 35 , H - 38
M: 3.5 yrs
R: 8 yrs
Separated: 4/28/09
Divorced: 9/11/09