I know he isn't....but I just can't help myself getting angry at his lifestyle....his selfishness....he acts like we dont exist....like he has control (and he does now) over when he will send us money....only he doesnt know how this is affecting our daughter..... I really am ok I do have a higher power on my side but I am only human and still get feelings of sadness...of how unfair it is .this is why I come in here to get you guys to talk to me even if it is only by this board. No matter what I am feeling when I get in here I always leave being blessed Because I know it had nothing to do with me....he chose this not me....he will have to pay for his choices with God and with his children...I pray they can forgive him one day gotta go to work have a blessed day in Jesus name and thank you all
