Hang tough during the talk. Is there a way that you could say what it's about? I know he said he didn't want to do it over texting, but he can't expect you to sit there on pins and needles, especially if you are not in the right frame of mind to confront him right now.
If you can't look him in the eye and just validate what he says and stand strong, then you're not ready.
If you do intend to go through with the meeting, then just remember this. You are the strong one here. You are the one who stood up in the face of uncertainty and faced the unknown while he ran away with his tail between his legs. Go with no fear knowing that you are like the mother wolf that is guarding her children and her home.
What your H decides to do is his decision NOT yours. Sometimes it helps to imagine your H as the crazy homeless guy on the street corner just talking nonsense. I don't think he's going to bring up any reasons that you hadn't heard already.
Pray for the best and expect the worst. But none of it takes away who you are. Gain your confidence back and dig in your heels. You can do it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
