So... the question is, can you find a way to make it work - let him go after this dream and be a strong family. Or is this a deal breaker?
Well, I could absolutely do it if I felt we were still a family. The problem is he seems to be living as a single man and looking forward to all the freedom that affords.
So, the question is, can I wait it out until he gets it out of his system and the answer is no. I will not wait on my life. If he comes back to me and I happen to be available, I will consider it. But, I will not endure this indefinitely. I deserve a lot better. I made my mistakes but I want to be loved and be enough for myself and for the next love of my life (or H if it is meant to be). I have all but lost hope.
Once in a while, we've looked at each other and I've seen a maybe. But, it is not likely.
