A New Decade - Part 2

[Kenn]

So I was going to wear a sexy pirate outfit, but since my XH didn't dress up, I decided to wear, what I wore yesterday, which was a more authentic pirate. (As most girl pirates didn't dress like whores - they dressed like men). smile

I was thinking I wouldn't touch that one with a ten foot pole but then what the heck.... They also went months without baths, spit and cut peoples heads off... I'll take the modern female pirate that I see around Halloween over old Bonny any day (I have to use Halloween as a reference point since I haven't experienced my first pirate festival yet)

All in all, it was a very nice day together. Six hours together!! We hadn't spent that much time together since before he left almost 2 years ago.

I am glad for this. I went into the bank with my STBX today and felt nothing. Well not exactly true. I didn't feel any true desire to be with but I always feel a urge to help or take care of, just in my nature (I think it is called co dependency) and in truth that will probablly always be there even though she doesn't really need it. I tend to think it it as caring, which sounds like you have to. I like to think it makes you a good person. Reading your threads makes me hope that some day things come together for your xH. And you know I am looking forward to you being happy 100% of the time

AR -d -AR -AR...... Funny! Doesn't look like pirate talk when you put it in print??????????