Ok, so I was going to text H that I was feeling better etc. but decided, nope, focus on me. I'll see him again tomorrow and it will be a new day.
H called about 10 minutes later to make sure I was ok. I told him much better and that is just hard to watch S6 go through that and think of what the kids are going through.
He then asked to speak to S6 who was not interested (usually isn't). I told H I think he is more of an in person kind of guy.
I thanked H for calling, that I really appreciate it and I am looking forward to reading with the boys and reconnecting with S6.
I almost hate making my pain all about the kids. That was such a big R thing, that it was all about the kids. It feels disingenuous...it is obviously not just about them.
