Journalling.....

I am doing ok today. I got the tv working and set up internet over the apartment. I am excited about that. I also did end up sending an email to H. It was long. But, I am still not regretting it. If he can shell it out to me, I would like to maintain some level of respect. I know he will not respond and I am ok with that. Things needed to be said.
Other than that, went out and got a hair dryer and shower curtain and took a nice lavender oil bath. I am relaxed, feeling good and ready for bed.

Tomorrow is a big day for me. I have the dinner event and I am nervous. I will be the only "new" person and it might be nerve racking...but, I figure I must attend and start getting to know my co-workers! Maybe it will be fun?! ;0)


Me: 35 , H - 38
M: 3.5 yrs
R: 8 yrs
Separated: 4/28/09
Divorced: 9/11/09