Weird sh*t gets to me. She called and wants me to reserve a room in the mountains for our anniversary next month. I almost screamed, "why!!!??" She doesn't want to even hug me. I feel like a leper around her and don't even want to date her tomorrow night. Just the same, I'll pull myself together and I know I'll be there.
Don't flinch AJ. You are here for a reason. You have been DB'ing for a reason. Don't let your demons sabotage tomorrow night...be there, be your awesome self. None of us want to look back and wish for another chance. Maybe you wont want her in the end, but this isn't the end, it is a new beginning. Attitude is everything and dates are the best because they are separate and apart from all of the other cr*p.
