Well of course you are hurting. Be aware though that this happens to us all many times. I've heard the divorce speech several times. I've heard the "I'm not a monster" speech as well. Comes and goes.
I was talking a friend the other day. Her husband has been doing this for two years. On saturday he was talking divorce. On sunday he was signing up for MC with her. Go figure. I don't think this will happen like that for you right now. But know that these things happen. Don't lose hope. Don't think he's not truly sorry. For many things. I know you feel bad and I'm not suggesting that you avoid those feelings. I'm not. But know that it gets better. You get better and that changes your perspective of the situation.
And you are a wonderful woman. It comes through. Keep growing. Keep working on you especially since you can control you and are worth it and will greatly benefit from it. I can put more and's in there, but you get the idea
Be good to you. Lick your wounds and feel your feelings. They are there for a reason. But know that you will get better and you will be happy again and so will your children.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
