I agree. You've had tons of folks here helping you with your sitch and as usual, in one ear and out the other. Some folks ahve dropped and some have stayed.
Big deal, you made an appointment with a C. So did I for my kids and I wasn't throwing a ticker tape parade.
I read through your thread today and it just amazed me to read (and it shouldn't) that you're still 1 GAZILLION percent focused on your W and not focusing on you. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe your W has had a change of mind or maybe she is just leading you on to believe that she did. I'll give her the benefit of the doubt. But seriously, you do one or two things and you want to erase all the mistakes that we tried to coach you from doing.
I don't know man. If she turns the tables again on you and cranks up the D papers and refiles, you're gonna drop like a rock and you'll defintely be on your own.
You made the post that you're going to really start DBing hard now. That's like a slap in everyone's face that you were just going through the motions and nodding but not taking our advice to heart.