Sorry to hear your M is over as well. I can understand, somewhat how you feel. For me I felt numb. Strange how the WAS forgets things. During my D, my H was looking at me for certain dates of things.
Stay strong!!
Me39, XH45 Kids 3 dogs, 2 cats Divorced 6/4/09 Tricky thing is not how you live, but how you live with yourself. (POTC)