NO. Because I see it as my challenge to love him fully before he leaves.
Ok. For all of the fans of Freud out there. My father died when I was just in the midst of fully detaching from him. I was not able to "love him fully" before he left"...hmmm....or did I? I held his hand for three months and loved him through the pain, and disappointment and discomfort. What am I reliving here? Am I making it the same or different? Lots to chew on.
