Yeah, I have to turn it off eventually but it's really hard to not feel that way. I loved my ex's family- and if I could have stayed married to him for their sake I would have but I couldn't. They rarely acknowledge me now unless the kids are around- and I understand but it still hurts.
Even more painful is the fact that my best friend of eleven years dropped me when I started D proceedings- even though she knew about the affair the whole time. Suddenly when others found out she grew more morality?
