How did you know or notice that the wall you built around you started to slowly come down? Did you notice things more about your H? Did you start treating him nicer?
During your time of doubt, was there ever a time where you found your H not "attractive" physically and emotionally? There was a comment my W made early on about how she was never physically attracted to me and that's how a R should start. I know she probably didn't mean it, but I was wondering about it from a woman's POV.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
