Thanks R2C,

I'm not having a very good day today. The weather is cold and cloudy and I'm down on myself.

So you really think H thinks about me as much as I think about him? I wonder if his thoughts about me are all negative.

I won't call MIL, puts her in an awkward position.

I just feel so alone right now. I can't stop thinking about him/us!!!

Me 40
WAH 43
T 4years
M 9 1/2 months
stepson 9
H left 3 weeks ago
No D filed