I'm dealing with a lot of anger today. This is new for me as I've mostly been hurt and not so much angry. Maybe the anger will help me detach?

My latest book I'm reading is on co-dependency. I've always heard the term and sort of labeled myself as such, but now am really seeing how it has impacted me and our M. I believe H is co-dependent as well and we've made quite a dysfunctional pair. There's a part of me that's looking forward to moving on, finding myself and how to break out of this unhealthy cycle and take full responsibility for my own happiness.

Peace - your quote about the pain bringing the change makes me picture a cocoon with a beautiful butterfly emerging. I can't wait to see my new self when I've finally emerged from this cocoon of craziness. smile


Me 39
H 38
T22/M15
S11
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