I have been reading more and more and realize wife is in a state of complete retreat. I believe she is keeping the door open for reconciliation but it will have to come more from me then anything to prove to her that she can trust me again I realize I cannot beg her as you said this is rule one. I am getting book today t library and will finish it soon. Im eager to be the husband,father and friend that I should be. I have more patience then anything right now and realize that is a good friend. I am writing more daily so as to put this in perpespective. I dont believe she really wants to be divorced but she said she is tired and needs to heal from the pain I caused her. I work on myself daily and spend as much time as I can with the girls as I can. Keep sending me your input as it is greatly appreciated
