Oh apparently she tells me that she still carries her computer all around the house no matter what she is doing so she can chat online. I asked her what tv shows she is watching these days since she used to like to watch a bunch of different things. She named off a few but said she doesn't really pay attention because she is talking on the computer.

I can't compete with those online relationships. That I know. But I can be calm and cool every time I am in front of her and I am managing to do that. As far as she knows I am busy every night and now I am actually trying to slow that down a bit and spend a little more time at home in the evenings. But I am not going to skip out on my poker tournaments.

It was hard getting up this morning again and not having the kids there. Thats always hard the next day. But having them midweek is easier than going the entire week without seeing them.

I'm hungry.

Well, back to the daily grind.

Kevin


Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...