Well, I have no idea what this mean...any of it. But...something told me to check my e-mail. And I didn't mention before but it is just RARE for H to contact me by e-mail. He usually just calls or texts. Anyway...it was a jaw dropping experience, one you had to feel to appreciate. It gives me great comfort whether the e-mail itself was significant or not. I did not contact him or e-mail him back, but H did contact me baout his day to pick up the kids tomorrow and asked if we could talk about housing/budget/finances tomorrow when he drops them off. So...just when I am hit with a nibble, he pulls away again somehow. But, I am going to be cool, confident and know what I want tomorrow when we talk. Oh and I am going to look SMOKIN' HOT!!! And I am not gonna give IT up...(that is for u dburt!!!) Today God got me thru...and this is day 3 of no crying!!! A victory for me!!! The pendulum is slowing down. I will pray for us all tonight!
