Well, today I was a little down. It started with W and I meeting with S13's teachers to review what happened this past quarter with his grades dropping. The meeting went well and then we met with the school counselor to get some ideas for the summer. W told them all how she is planning to spend more time with S13 and I told her I really hope you do as you have not been spending much time with either kid. I was happy to see her but sad cause she looked so good and I realized how much I miss talking with her and spending time together, so, I keep praying she'll come home someday. Anyway, I was distracted at work most of the day and I know I'm still on a roller coaster this just happened to be a down day. I'm doing ok, as my down days now are farther apart and not nearly as low as they were a couple of months ago. Tonight, was much better reading the Bible and checking in on the kids as they come in and out of the house.