Well, I had a pretty good day! I went and got some things I needed and have only unpacked one box.
I can't get the tv working and it is really bugging me. The apartment complex provides basic cable....does that mean that they should be giving me a cable box? Cuz I don't have one and I think that is the problem! It's totally frustrating! I went and got a universal remote control and now the office is closed and well......so much for finishing this project.
I have dropped off the truck! Yeah! Its all over! and changed over my auto insurance and went to Target to pick up a few things. I emailed my employer and I have a dinner event to attend wednesday night! Yeah! I am feeling super sluggish and have not been able to unpack boxes yet. Perhaps I will get to that soon.
My H text msg me a really long msg....and I can't really figure out what to do. He texted "I didn't mean to make u feel that I doubt you've the ability to pass ur exam and be competent in your career. I just worry about u and don't want u to ever be in a compromising position like I have been in, most of my life....until I got credentials. Everyone I have cared for in the past didn't have control over their lives and I want u to not be like that. It makes me feel horrible. And I have invested so much emotion in hoping u succeed and be self sufficient that I still get so nervous. I will feel so good when you pass your exam and get thru one year of work...After this, nothing can stop you. I'm sorry for making it harder for you by not being there. Hope this brings some clarity on why I am so tense about your career. If your read 40-50 pages a day, u will pass the exam by mid-august."
At first, I just thought nothing and so have done nothing. Now, I feel as if I am his child/ his project. I feel like emailing him that this is my battle and perhaps he should get out from under my skirts/battles so that he can focus on his own!
