I didn't realize that I had become perfectly content in my own misery. I wasn't happy. I'm sure I wished I was dead more than my H wished he was.
I decided about three weeks ago simply to behave better, but a week ago I just decided to be HAPPY! I don't want to waste any more time sinking into a hole - it just makes it harder to climb out.
Me - 30, H - 32 T - 10, M - 6, D - 1 DD#1 - 4, DD#2 - 2 on/off OW 4/09 - sometime Summer 2010 (Told me about OW 4/10) Separated 6/11/09, divorced 8/4/10, trying again 9/2011
