Once again, I totally agree - I want to change so badly, but it is HARD!
Not really, Assessing what you want to change is much harder.
Look in that mirror, and ask yourself what about YOU sucks .....
What you could do better and what you think you have a good handle on...
Make a list of things and check them off one at a time....
Don't go all phsyco and come home with orange hair or anything.....Just gradually take the time and have the patience to adjust yourself to fit you and the children.
I made a list of everything that I wanted in a relationship.
Honesty Dignity Patience Understanding
etc.....
Has to be your list...NOT mine.....LOL
And everynight, I would check those things off depending on whether of not I showed those things........If I did ?
Then I slept well.....
Dignity, Honor , and Grace are an absolute neccessity in this....
