Today I was feeling pretty bad, having only heard from H once over the weekend via a short text. So today I took the kids to school and came home, ehxausted. (I had only bee awake for 1/2 an hour!) I went to lay down and prayed, then fell back asleep, having weird dreams. I woke up with a start, and went into the bathroom where swear I heard a voice in my head telling me to check my e-mail. I did..and there was an e-mail from H. I nearly fell out of my chair...it was the STRANGEST THING. I had been praying for a sign that I should keep doing what I was doing here...the e-mail said: "Hi...I never told you that you made me feel so much better the other day, thank you." I believe he was referring to the talk we had last week and/or the ML right after!! We haven't seen each other since except for the drop off of the kids. I went dark this weekend. Have initiated zero contact. Any thoughts on this?? I feel crazy in a way, but I swear...something told me to check my e-mail...it was the craziest feeling...creepy in a good way. There was not much to the e-mail...other than the softening of H's heart towards me...which is another thing I have been praying for.
