Hopeful: I know what you're saying, I'm trying so hard to do the 180 thing, but at 42 it just seems so hard to make the lasting changes, I seem to revert back to the old behaviors easily.
Now I'm just making excuses, I know I can do this, I just hope that it won't be too late. I'm a fixer, at home, at work, I fix things and I've always been an excellent problem solver, very good at thinking outside of the box, and I know damn well I will fix this too...eventually.
Also, my bomb date was feb not too far off of your jan, and it seems like she was more willing to accept blame 6 weeks ago than she is today,WTF? It seems like whenever she retells the story she relives it and places more blame on me.
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Me 42, Her 34 M 3yrs, T 8yrs D 5 S 3 S 2 ILYBINILWY 02/09 Sleeping in same bed/no intimacy "I,m done" her words: 05/28/09
