Thanks for the advice. I know the times I am able to detach better I feel better. I tend to get in modes when I want to over-analzye everything, every little "clue" or thing he says (not that I believe a lot of it now). Now I know that is DEFINITELY not detaching.:)
I was overly anxious this morning (and even threw up a couple times) due to trying to analyze and figure out psycho behavior from last night - so not good. I have already lost over 20 pounds on the MLC diet - and I couldn't afford that much so can't afford more!
One thing I have noticed is the longer I go without calling him, the less I "need" to call him.
