I'm doing a little bit better, thanks for checking in. I have been taking the AD's and the jittery feeling has gone away. I seem to be able to focus a bit more at work (although that is still a problem) and don't have as much trouble getting up in the mornings. However I have gone from sleeping all the time to not sleeping hardly at all. I will just talk to the Dr. about that when I go. Hopefully it will even out.
I do have an appointment with a grief counselor on Thursday, so hopefully that will help. It just seems I go up and down with good days and bad. I am just trying to take it day by day. Work seems to be the biggest struggle for me right now.
I told xh I didn't feel up to meeting him last week. Maybe some other time. I told him I would need more notice because he wanted me to leave work right then. We'll just see how that goes. I feel kind of indifferent about it right now.
